The memories of our 1 week

ouch, that hurt THAT freaking HURT!!!!!!!...

today actually is a happy day, by 12pm i woke up,

mum keep push me bath bath bath , n bla bla  bla for faster prepare going out for a lunch....

after all... we going to ampang for eating korean stuff.... hmmm...

in along the way.. i was driving n fetching mum and 22 fellow sister...

dammit... they keep ask me about the girl i was bring yesterday...

keep bla bla bla.... mum like so expert to know her more...quite funny in the car along to ampang...

but from tis moment start ....that not even important....

after that... i was freaking hungry n order a 1 big set beef lunch... wow... there are many dish... eat die me a..

haiz... whateva la... no mood write these stupid useless stuff le... skip it...

30/8-06/9 the days we come to so fast... but the endded time were more fast...

1 worD FUCK!!! relax... i jus expand my mood , my heart.... its FUCKING hurt aa.a...

walao.. i really din't having a freaking sad , hurt in my love story before.... jus a 1 week period we started..

but it jus very deeper n deeper i goes... every moment i think of u... jus a million needle come in my heart...

LING...i understand u.... i know ur situation... im know u even more love to being wif me...

all those i know... jus ur mum wanted u to have a good life in spm... im know.. she caring ur study..not wrong

i really do understand....some parent really do will have old mind think... so outdate.... is okay...

i accepted... cus my dad also was a outdate mind n come out those old mind thinking...

so i wont blame ur mum to let u have to do it...

i dunno i cound fight my feeling alone... i dunno i could stop thinking of... but i wish to keep thinking of u..

beeing with u... i really do have a great moment and also very happy...

i really very hope too spm over we could start over again... i really do... 

but... having a sad case that im really know... when a person really do missing a person...

keep thinking of her.... keep miss her....thinking the moment with her...wow....i cant belive that..

 just like many movie story show out..... u more thinking the moment wif her... hugging her...

ur mind will auto slowly bluring the image u thinking...when i think of your face in my mind...

there show out your face in blur status... i keep focus of it... but it just wont come out...

haiz...how come how come... i really do wanna think you.... WHAT the FUCK of the GOD wanna piss me

off of her.... WHY WHY WHY....  by writing tis blog moment.... my tears... they really out 1 drop 1 drop...

ohhh..ya.... i have been long time dint write blog.... as from last time i delete the blog of last time till now...

i really do dint touch blog again... what change my mind to writing it again... was u...

ofcouse i has special reason i write it again... it is memories myself to keep thinking of u...

i really wanted to fall ur bloody so deep's hole again.... that the problem i need start training of it...

i will do the best to handle care my heart to ya after spm...Mwahx my LING....

as i always do say to you.... U ALWAYS IS MY BEST....

I LOVE YOU